Is sexual availability, being available to your partner any time he or she wants, part of your submission? Why or why not? Are there limits to this?
So I’m going to start this by saying I have a sky fucking high libido.
I leave most kink events drenched.. It’s just how I am.. And have a collection of vibrators for when sexual tension becomes too much of a thing for me to sleep at night.
Sir is very aware of this…
He has also heard multiple times that I will never say no to giving him a blow job. When you belong to an exhibitionist, this can be a very dangerous statement. At the same time.. I look forward to it. So long as we can avoid getting arrested.
Our sexual relationship is… evolving. But he knows I want him. He knows I desire to please him, and he knows that I am his to use.
I don’t know if that makes it part of my submission, or just part of me.. I was like this in vanilla relationships as well. I can count on one hand the number of times I’ve said no to a partner.. I love to please, and as much as I can be a little pain slut I love feeling pleasure as well.
I admit to many, MANY nights spent home thinking about Sir’s cock before going to sleep… One of my favorite things on earth is when he slowly begins collecting my hair into his hands while I am sucking him, and then pulls. His cock will be just out of reach, so that I can tease the head a bit but not so close that I can take it into my mouth.. I will mew, and squirm, and beg to have it back, and he will yank my head all the way down onto it, forcing it down my throat. It is…fantastic…
Erm..whoops… I got lost on a happy mental tangent for a minute there, didn’t I? Sowwy.
So, is sexual availability part of my submission? It’s part of me, in general. So I suppose it is incorporated into my submission to a certain extent..
Yours now exceedingly horny -_-